eisyaCELICA++

sum1 says ‘i dnt knw why u hv change a lot lately…bt it dsnt mttr as long as u happy…may b i shld stay away 4 a mmnt…bt im stl hre whn u nd me’.. wut actually happen 2 me lately?urm…tahla…cm laen erk?i oso cudnt find out wut happen 2 me…theres sumthing dat always cum across my mind.im not changing…juz dat i need sumtym 2 think bot muhself…build up myself confidence yg da ilang…huk3.plus wit sum small probs yg myself sniri x boleh handle…

i ade kwn…**** namenye…knl die tym part 1.accidently after die cple dgn my fren…ktorg ok…baek…u noe…kwn kan…hes always gv me advices dat really useful 2 me.urm…dis sem,die cm da jaohkan diri from me.i pon tataw sbb pe.but die pnh ckp yg i ney social.suke kua dgn boys…slh ke if i hang out dgn boys?slalu pndg negative tahlaa…for me its okay.but 4 u guys?its depends laa…my niat is juz making frens.not more den dat.bkn i kua sorg2.slalu msti kua rmai2.sape yg knl i je taw i camne(but i think…ramai yg x memahami)…da thing is…i xnak frenship turh putus cmturh je.now die da ade gf baru…penah nmpk diorg dating.i nak tego takot nnt die x lyn…urm…nvmd.as lOng as he haPpy…i pon tanak kaco sape2 da now ney…cukop laa dgn membusykn diri…urm…enuff 4 now…da nantok~

****sOrry if my words hurting u…but if theres anything yg u rase x puas ati…juz tell me…i’l consider

~ by eisyacelica on January 21, 2008.