eisyaCELICA++

when i jot dis blog…im cryin’ lyke hell…its not dat im regret resign from NKS4…its juz dat im feeling sad bcoz i need 2 resign…huk3…juz now i sent an email 2 da producer dat i quit from da show…5 minutes after dat,da asst producer call me n tell me da confirmation dat i’l be the next contestant coz tyme meeting dat day,there were 14 semifinalist actually…n they havent decide yet who’l b on da show…i told da ass producer dat im quit from da program bcoz my lecturer didnt allow me to take part.either i grab da chance o i’ve 2 leave my studies…but i want both..bcoz im not cnfirm either i’l be kick awl2 o not…da producer sed i’ve potential 2 become da top 4 who’l get rm30k…n she’l wait until monday after i can pujok2 all my lecturer 2 gv me permission 2 tke part on dis show.but im cnfirm dat dey’l say ‘NO’…huk3…but wut can i do…mak n abah pon didnt really allow me 2 join.if i still want 2 join i’ve 2 stand on my own.there’s no one beside me accept me myself n i…
sumtym not all ur dreams can b fulfilld…rmmber ‘Hasrat yg tdk dpt,adalah nikmat yg paling padat’(dis is wut bro ajin told me)…wut eva da decision…i redha n pasrah…juz dat i feel sad jerh…coz i da smp until dis stage n i’ve 2 resign…but its okay coz i’ve da experience interview with their cumel producer n know wut?!we’r talking like a fren!!!hahaha…so called interview end up wit a fren’s chit chatting…wuarghhhh…x bole thn…nak nanges lg…huk3…once again thanx 4 u guys support…if ade rezki nnt when i da keje then i’l build up my beautiful cendawan ouse for u guys…**to shana…ur nasi goreng cendawan i’l blanje u until i meet u one sweet day cayh…

~ by eisyacelica on January 17, 2008.