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hye…da agak lame x tules blog since my last post…last week i balek umah…mlepaskan tensyen n met my beloved famm n not 2 4gt…’him’…

juz nak share story bot my journey bile balek kedah on monday…i smp puduraya area 7 p.m…my bus 2 sg.petani @ 11 p.m…so i tataw nak buat ape kat siturh…nak stay kat dlm pudu urh nnt abes baju i sume baw rokok…then i beli super ring 1,air kotak 1 n i decided duduk kat lua area tmpt letak moto urh…tgk kete lalu lalang.i da only gurl kat situ.yg ramai juz pakcik2 teksi n org2 yg jual tiket bus.nak dijadikan cite,mase i tgh sdp2 menikmati super ring…ade la sowg mamat neyh,mundar-mandir(wah!bagos btol penggunaan bhs) depan i smbl on da phone.suddenly die duduk sblh i n asked ‘ey,camne nak pegi bangi naek komputer?sy nak balek johor ney…tp beg sy ade kat bangi’…n i was lyke ‘hah?’…ape yg die ngarot ney.ckp punye ckp,rupe2 nye die nak pinjam duet i…about RM4.80…n ckp nak ganti balek using topup.i mls nak kne2 kaco ney,i bg jela RM5.bkn kne pukau taw…i mmg bg btol coz mayb laa die dlm kesusahan.after i bg,i tgk die ilang dari pandangan.mayb pegi msjd jamek kot.amek putra…tahlaa…

then,i dudok lg kat siturh.dis tyme 2 org mat salleh dtg dudok sblh i.diorg isap rokok.perghhh…busyuk…i jaohkan diri sket.suddenly,dtg sorg budak mintak sedekah…i rase die de sindiket kott…die mintak duet pd i…tp i x bg coz i taw die menipu.(terok x?u guys rase,better bg kat bdk ney o guy yg nak pnjm duet td?)…bdk kecik urh cm nak mara i.tp i wat dunno jerk coz da slalu sgt nmpk dak urh mintak sedekah e’tym i balek…(penguatkuase::take note!) yela…if m’ganggu perjalanan org ramai…kan ssh urh…

setelah agak keboringan dudok kat lua urh…n mse menunjukkan kol 10 p.m…i masok laa dlm pudu n pegi platform transnasional(my favvv bus)…on da way,i beli buku ujang n dunkin donut.da agak suku buku i bace,suddenly dtg sorg pkck yg agak kesakitan i think,dudok sblh i.i bwt tataw je @ 1st.die cm nak ajak i borak…die tanye…’nak nak balek mane?’…i ckp laa nak balek kedah…suddenly,die speaking kedah lakkk…die ckp die org alor setar.dtg kl coz keje.nak balek a.setar coz nak jmp anak2 n die baru pas operate appendix…i cm agak kesian laa gak dgr cite2 die urh(ssh jd gurl ney…ati lembut)…den die ckp nak balek kedah,tp wallet die kne curi tym die nak pegi x-tray…tah laa tataw nak caye o  x.xkn nurse2 HKL nak curi kottt.believe it o not.pkck urh x dpt wat report kt kl coz die nak sgt balek umah.den i tnye die da beli tiket o blom…die ckp blom coz duet x cukop lg RM17.da die ngadu kat i cm2,as a human being xkn laa i nak tgk jer…den i bukak my beg n hulurkan die RM20…if die nak tipu i pon xpelaaa…i anggap i sedekah jer.naseb abah bg duet b4 balek…if x…i tlg org,i snri yg ssh…u guys tgk my face ney,ade muke duet ke?haha…

semalaman kat puduraya,i abes RM25…urh…bole mkn kfc,mcD da urh.tp kerana  still wujud sifat2 kemanusiaan…i halalkan laa sume urh…

but u guys yg x brani urh…jgn jln sorg2…mkesure b’tmn…i xpelaaa…da biase…

k…dats all 4 now…x mandi lg neyh…ujan kat cni…sejoookkkk…

daaa…

wut i learnt today is…not easily believe in sumone that we trust…wut i meant here is…dont get so close with sumone so called ‘fren’.coz one day dey might hurt u.seyesly…i’ve experienced dis…n when situation happen @ my place…den i started thinking of my survivors…even dey sumtym adelah perangai yg pelik2 sket…but bcoz of da spirit…in the end sume get together balek…(urh pe yg i ngarut ney)…hahaha

acely im sick of having kind of frens yg agak materialistic…n hipokrit…but when i think back,its all about frenship,i juz ignore all dat kind of stuff coz i think one day dey’l noe…how expensive da frenship dat i try 2 built…i rase…all dis while,i x pnh bkire dgn all my frens.even dey want my things dat i luv pon i bg…wut else?my food,my clothes o even my handbag…nak?amek laaa…n i x pnh ask 4 money.

but when i noe them,i learned much things…about ppl’s behaviour…n sumtym i learn how 2 lie…(agak2 kire cam bsubahat)…biaselah manusia…xpenah sng dgn org laen…but i x kesah.e’thing happen 4 a reason…maybe dis is da way 2 show me dat not e’one can be trusted even muke die cam baek…alim2 kucing(shiitttt!!!)…o even,mulot cam siyal…i pon xde la perfect sgt…juz dat i still think about other ppl b4 i do any decision…o even b4 i talk.tamaw jd rude 2 others coz i do believe dat if i b kind 2 others,then they’l do da same 2 me…but 4 certain2 ppl yg x penah phm others heart feeling,they’l not think da same.wut they noe is…dey in a right track…n e’one should listen 2 their stupid rules…if dat so…juz build ur own empiror larh!then b a leader…kite tgk ade x anak2 buah yg nak tgk leader diorg yg poyo urh mentadbir…haha…juz wait n see…once u hurt others,others will hurt u more n more…

thanx gOd coz giving me a full of strength 2 face dis world…