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hye all!

da lame gile x pOst blog…agak busy wit final exam…n 3 more papers 2 go.cant wait anymore…huhu…wut topic 4 da last tym ney?huargh!juz nak summarize pe yg jd da whOle sem ney…’hasrat yg xdpt adalah nikmat yg paling pdt’…dis is wut i always pegang when im in a happy o sad mode.urmmm…byk yg jd sem ney…i lost my interest,my frens,my beloved room8 n oso da beloved ones.but juz bpegang pd kata2 diatas…tok i troskan kehidupan neyh…dis is not the end of my lyfe…coz at the age of 20,owg ckp baru mule nak knl dunie…isnt it?

awal sem

i got a chance 2 enter da NESCAFE KICK START competition n i was into da 7 finalist.but keadaan x mengizinkn coz mak n abah asked me 2 finish my diploma 1st.just pasrah je laa kan.maybe my rezeki xde kat situ

awal sem juge i lost my rumet.shes 2 gewd 2 b my systah!motherly n seyesly mcm my systah.bcoz of her fren,she leave me…baek gile…n i lnsng xdpt adapt with my new rumet.tahla…if dye tbace blOg ney…juz nak dye tukar attitude.if attitude x berubah,cmpak laa kat mane2.duduk laa 1 bilik dgn sesape,owg xkn dpt trime.xperlulaa i mendetailkn apekah kelemahan n kekurangan yg dye ade.but as a woman,dye mesti taw ape kelamahan diri dye yg owg x dpt trime.thanx god coz dye maybe akan berpindah bilik…n me,dpt meneroskan  my lyfe tnpe ade dosa2 kering yg dilakukan oleh kami setiap hari.insyaallah…

in da midst of sem…i lost ‘frens’…diOrg bkn meninggal o wut.i yg meninggalkn diorg.i pon tataw…maybe my ego mengatasi segalanye.but i xpnh simpan prasaan marah urh.its juz 4 dat moment.kite da xde persefahaman n x dpt trime cara msng2,then juz bwt hal msng2 jela keh!

end of da sem…nak dkt2 final…i lost my beloved one 4 da 2nd tym…if u read dis…im not blaming u…thanx 4 all da love u gv all dis while…

tahlaa…sumtym i keep on blaming my self…either its my fault o others…i just let it b.now in da process 2 build up myself confidence n find my identity…

anyone who read dis blog…juz hOpe dis thing x happen 2 u guys n u guys pon x bwt pd owg laen…

one more thing…if im no longer in dis wOrld…tell him…dat i luv him sO much…

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i think dats all 4 now…

‘HASRAT YG X DPT ADALAH NIKMAT YG PALING PADAT’

nothing much 2 share.homesick acely…sadisnye duduk di sini.egt next week maw baleks umah…since da start study week.adeyh!final is juz ariound da corner n byk lg chapter yg x cover on my own…seyes…kepenatan.n i demam today.puity me.slalu je tdow lmbt.siyapkn all da asaiments.dah nak start migrain oso.its really hurt.juz drop by 2 say ‘hi’ to all…gtg…
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